Horror dreams

So recently my mind has taken it upon itself to have nightmares, what is rather interesting seeing how I haven't had them in years. Due to my over active imagination and my scientific nature, my dreams are disturbingly creepy.

I just can't get topics out of my mind and recently, Syler from Heroes comes popping in to say hi in my dreams. Although he doesn't posses the actors face. But my brain made a twist and just gave people frontal labodomies and combined my fears of handicap people, doctors, killers, being stabbed, ignorance, loss of morality, and people. Thats right, people. And why people? Because the inner workings of all people is scary.

I'm going to sit down, read, and try to get some of these horrific images of people who aren't afraid to show their true inner selves out of my head.

The first, and hopefully not the last

I should probably start off with something about me other then whats in the part thats...well...about me.

I'm a failed student for one. Not that I really wanted to fail, though I had to get the hell out, I couldn't take it. I want to do nothing for longer...or something depending on how you look at it. I'm tired of being in school, not owning a car, not being able to afford anything what so ever. I want to be able to own something nice, and be able to afford it.

I have a really messed up family, my mothers dying, and my dad wishes he could die. Every one in my family hates their relationships/marriages and wants to end them.

I've been ignored by my family since I was 7-8 years old, and now that I'm an adult I don't want anything to do with them.

I'm known for pulling matrix moves and Buddhist attitudes what scare people around me.


Alright, I gotta go make coffee, have breakfast, and maybe play some video games because its the weekend. Mmmmmm coffee.